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[28 Jul 2010|04:22pm] |
I hate being sick!
I have been stuck in bed all this past week because of some bloody awful dragonpox and magical flu I had. Thankfully I am finally well enough to Mum's sign of approval. Dragonpox were awful enough, but MAGICAL FLU ON TOP OF IT?!!
Please someone tell me what I missed while I was stuck in bed feeling like I was dying?
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[13 Jul 2010|04:54pm] |
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Has anyone heard about the rumor going around about someone helping us forget about our bad memories?
That made me think if that was such a good idea in the end. I mean I was thinking at first how I would love to forget some of my bad memories, but then I thought how it helped mold me into the person I am today. I can better deal with tough situations. They helped me mature and grow up.
I don't even know what I am really trying to say here, forgive me.
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[17 Jun 2010|04:18pm] |
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Maybe having Michael move in with George was not the best bloody idea.
Also drinking with him at George's flat is not the best plan either.
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[25 May 2010|03:49pm] |
Well, things are starting to get a little bit better these days. It has been twenty something days and it is still hard but I am not all sad all the time, which is good. Mum is still rather troubled over everything, but at least she is not sobbing most of the day. That is a start.
Mum has me pulling weeds from the backyard and doing some light gardening which is fun.
It is nice just getting back into a normal sort of schedule.
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[08 May 2010|12:47pm] |
One of the first good things that has happened to me in a few days...I GET RELEASED FROM ST. MUNGO'S TODAY!!
I am so glad to be going home. Mum should be around to collect me soon. I have never been happier to be going home than I am today.
But, besides that I just want all the funerals to be over. I have Lupin and Tonks' funeral tomorrow to go to and hopefully after that we will all be given time to mourn and slowly get back to normal. The past week has been extremely trying and mentally exhausting and draining on me.
I want things to go back to normal, but given how everyone is feeling now that seems so out of reach, yanno?
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[05 May 2010|04:11pm] |
I can not believe I am writing in a journal again. It has been a while, but the healers here at St. Mungo's insisted I write in here to help me grieve and get my feelings down. I have sat here with this quill in my hand and just could not get myself to write in here.
I guess I am afraid of what I will write and how I will feel reading it back later? I dunno, I guess it could help, but if I start forgetting long chucks of time I am chucking this into the first loo I go to.
But, yeah in case anyone was wondering, I am in St. Mungo's and will be here at least until this weekend. The healers said I should be healed up enough to be released on Saturday! All I want is to go home and not deal with anything too traumatic for a while.
The past few days have been quite hard and today will be one of the hardest. The healers told me I was cleared to be temporarily released so that I could go to my brother's funeral. I appreaciate everyones condolences. It has been really hard for me to deal with that as well my other friends I lost in the battle a few days ago.
We won the war but not without losing many loved ones in the process. I just don't know how to feel. On one hand I am happy we won and that You-Know-Who is gone, but I feel so sad that so many had to die in the process.
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